Einkorn Cream Puffs

I read somewhere this weekend that stepping into grief is a lot like stepping into a dark room. The door shuts behind you and you panic because you can’t see, your arms go flailing all about, you’re lost and alone and unsure. It’s scary and it’s lonely and you aren’t sure what to do, but then your vision adjusts.

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You look around and with new eyes you see what at first you couldn’t—that there are people who climbed in there with you when you went to that dark place, like my friend Joanna who cried with me and let me cry with her and who knew so well what to say and how to say it, I may never respond to anyone who is grieving again in the same way I once would have done.

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Then your eyes adjust more, and even more shockingly, you see there are people all around you who were already there, people who have walked through their own miscarriages, people like some of you who honored us with your stories, and you think, I had no idea you were in this place!, and you find real comfort in seeing what you could not see and knowing, not only are you not alone because of them, but also they’re not alone because of you.

Einkorn Cream Puffs

It’s a strange thing, a shared sorrow, what the Bible calls bearing one another’s burdens. I learned these last few weeks that hearing someone else cry can give me a moment of relief, like they are letting me entrust them with part of what’s so sad, so I don’t have to carry it alone. I learned how much I want to do that for other people when they hurt.

Einkorn Cream Puffs

I learned how a lot of you already know exactly what that means. I learned also about this thing people call presence, having someone sit on the phone with you or jot back-and-forth emails with you, and how it is truly, shockingly, a help. Why would it be a help when your soul is crushed with sorrow? Yet it is! A miracle to replace a lost one, a gift I didn’t expect.

Einkorn Cream Puffs

And I learned or am learning too, and this is maybe what I was trying to say in that last post, that once you go to that dark room, it’s a bit of work to get out. It’s a lot of lamenting and wrestling and continual moment-by-moment deciding to lift your eyes and fumble for the door and push towards the making of a sandwich or the cleaning of a room.

Einkorn Cream Puffs

Tim took me to Memphis Saturday, a three-hour drive in the morning to get there and a three-hour drive in the evening to come back, and those few hours we spent driving new streets and new neighborhoods was such a balm for my soul, like someone opened the door and let light flood my sight.

On the way there, we listened to a lot of Tim Kellerand on the way back we did a lot of talking and praying, and I don’t know how else to say it but that there has been a truly supernatural peace that’s come as a result. I wanted to tell you this here because I know a lot of you have wept for us and with us, and I know a lot of you have prayed for us.

Einkorn Cream Puffs

And I want you to know it’s helped, you’ve helped, and I have resulting hallelujahs erupting from my heart. I want also to tell you, if you are grieving in some way today, especially if it’s in a way that’s hard to share, that there is, always, hope.

Einkorn Cream puffs

ps! the cream puffs! A week or so before Valentine’s Day, I said something to Tim about wanting to make eclairs, and when he later decided to make me dinner, these were the dessert.

We’ve made them five times since, I’m not exaggeratingIf I had known how easy it is to make cream puffs, I would have been making them all the time years ago instead of all the time the last few weeks.

The super simple batter comes together quickly and works magic while it bakes – golden puffy domes with almost hollow interiors are the perfect match for sweet pudding and a bit of chocolate., because there is just something about that light, airy pastry dough mixed with thick pudding and chocolate.

Something that I can’t get enough of, even in the midst of hibernating, heavy weeks. I’d say I’m sad I spent so much of my life not knowing how easy they are, but really I’m also glad because, now that I do know, I’ve had them six times in three weeks…

pps! also worth mentioning: Between the cream puffs and the pudding, you’ll need 7 eggs. Just wanted that on the table so you know.

Einkorn Cream Puffs

Makes about 24


  • 1/2 cup (1 stick) unsalted butter
  • 1 cup water
  • 1 1/4 cup (156 g) all-purpose einkorn flour
  • 1 tablespoon sugar (we used coconut sugar)
  • 1/4 teaspoon sea salt
  • 4 pastured eggs
  • 1 teaspoon vanilla
  • 1 batch vanilla pudding (recipe here)
  • 2 to 4 ounces dark chocolate, melted


  1. Preheat oven to 425° F (240°C or gas mark 9) and line two baking sheets with parchment paper.
  2. In a medium stockpot over medium heat, bring butter and water to a boil. While they are heating, combine flour, sugar, and sea salt in a small bowl.
  3. Remove boiling butter-water mixture from heat and use a wooden spoon to stir in the flour mixture until the batter begins to come together into a sort of pasty, gluey dough, with no more liquid pooling at the bottom of the pot.
  4. Dump this mixture into a large bowl and beat in the eggs one at a time with a hand mixer or stand mixer. Mix in the vanilla; the mixture will look sort of like thick frosting or a pancake batter.
  5. Use a small cookie dough scooper or a tablespoon to dollop mounds of dough onto the prepared baking sheets. You don’t have to space them terribly far apart as they will rise up more than around, but you still likely won’t be able to fit all the batter onto the two sheets. Save the little bit of remaining batter for a second batch.
  6. Bake puffs for 20 to 25 minutes, until tall and golden brown, fully cooked inside but not yet dark brown on the bottoms. Let shells cool completely before filling. (Repeat process with any remaining batter.)
  7. To fill the cream puffs: Once puffs have cooled, use a sharp petty knife to carefully cut around the middles horizontally about half to 75% of the way around. You basically want to create an opening in which to put pudding but leave enough connected so that the puff is still intact. Use a teaspoon to carefully dollop pudding inside the openings.
  8. Drizzle or spread chocolate over the tops. Serve immediately. Any leftovers may be refrigerated for a few days.


Bonus fact: If you, like we, think it might be cool to swap the water in the recipe with something like pomegranate juice, thinking “pink cream puffs! how nice!” we will spare you the disappointment and just say, don’t. It doesn’t work. Science! Amazing.

About Shanna Mallon

Shanna Mallon is a freelance writer who holds an MA in writing from DePaul University. Her work has been featured in a variety of media outlets, including The Kitchn, Better Homes & Gardens, Taste of Home, Houzz.com, Foodista, Entrepreneur, and Ragan PR. In 2014, she co-authored The Einkorn Cookbook with her husband, Tim. Today, you can find her digging into food topics and celebrating the everyday grace of eating on her blog, Go Eat Your Bread with Joy. Shanna lives in Nashville, Tennessee, with Tim and their two small kids.

21 thoughts on “Einkorn Cream Puffs”

  1. I am so so glad you have hope and light and see a way out of the dark room. And I’m so grateful for the times you’ve vaulted into our dark room with us.

    And I want cream puffs.

    • As long as I live I will never forget the kindness you have shown me the last few weeks, my friend. You are a good gift and I am thanking God again and again for you.

  2. These cream puffs are beautiful, and so is this post. I’m so sorry you’re suffering, and so glad you are surrounded by loving people who are there for you. Thank you for your words here – they have really resonated with me.

  3. Oh Shanna, I am so sorry for your painful loss. Such a difficult trial to walk through, but rejoicing how the grace of God flows when most needed. I just pray that you will continue to feel his live & comfort. On a side note, I haven’t made cream puffs in so long – I must try these!

  4. The idea of a grief as a dark room is such a strong and powerful one and so apt. It can be so hard to make sense of the world around you when your heart is broken but, eventually, you start to recognise what is familiar and draw comfort from that. My thoughts are with you both as you journey towards the light.

    • Thank you, as ever, Kathryn, for being a voice of love to us over and over again, even from another continent, even through a computer screen.

  5. Oh, I loved reading this. Yes, such hope to know and to be known by! I felt like raising my hands in this post. Praise Jesus!

    p.s. I could also possibly raise my hands in worship while eating those cream puffs : )

    • You have taught me through this experience, Sarah, and I will never forget it. Also, I am sitting here listening to that song and crying about the fact that “rain is no measure of his faithfulness” – YES YES YES YES YES. Thank you for being love to us this week. I am praying great blessing upon you and Stephen this week.

  6. Your positivity is beautiful, Shanna, and I suppose that’s one of the things that keeps me coming back to your blog. So glad you’re strong and have amazing friends to hold your hand through this. On a lighter note, these cream puffs looks amazing! I’m just wondering if it’s possible not to use wheat flour and still have the same effect? Just wondering if you know of any type of non-wheat flour that would work?

    • Felicia, My first guess would be to try the same weight of an all-purpose gluten-free blend. Good luck! If you try it, we’d love to hear how it goes. : )

  7. I have freshly ground sproutedEinkorn. Do you think the recipe will work the same? I am trying to find goof recipes for freshly ground sprouted Einkorn. Thanks much!

    • Hey Jennifer, I think it’s possible that freshly ground, sprouted einkorn flour could work here, but I haven’t tried it, and I’d probably lean towards using all-purpose because it’s so much lighter, which works well in a pastry dough. That said, I think it’s worth a shot. Worse case scenario: They’ll be a little denser. If you do it, let me know what happens!


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